In four hours time forty sets of parents are bringing their five year old off springs to my care. Twin boy and twin girl are celebrating in style and are having a funky cool (their words) disco for their fifth birthday.
Before the party starts I quickly have to build an extension to accommodate the excess of toys we already unwrapped yesterday and I need to butter a few thousand sandwiches and I need to regain my sanity and emotions as for the second time this week I find myself blogging from the children’s ward.
Beautiful baby is determined to give me a heart attack before she turns one as she had two more seizures this morning.
My beautiful lovely girl is being poked and bled and I can’t help her. I am utterly useless by her side and spooked to bits about what these seizures mean.
Fear of unknown is horrid, my brain is stir fried mixed with what if she is.. and cheese sandwiches plus jam should be fine. I hope I can un scramble myself enough to not lose anyone’s child whilst he who helped create them keeps my ward chair warm.
Wish me luck and keep all crossed for Libby-Sue.
Oh, honey. I hope they find some answers for you xxxxxxxxx
Me too x
Oh no 🙁 Hope everything goes well and you don’t end up spreading jam on the twins or anything when you get home…
Much love to BB and you and the rest of the family. Thinking of you xxxx
Lol, ta carole x
Fingers crossed for you xxx
Thanks wendy x
Oh Jane, I hope everything is OK, we’re thinking of you all lots. If there is anything we can do to help, please let us know xx
Cheers lovely, I don’t think it compares to my lovely Seth.
Can you make 40 jam sandwiches and fed ex them down please?
Xxxx
Oh no! I’ve just cried for you. It was the worst moment of my life seeing my child admitted to hospital, so I understand your anxiety. She’s in the best place.
You must feel torn; wanting to be with her but knowing that the other two need you aswell. He who helped create them will keep her safe until your return, don’t worry!
Thankyou x x x
Poor Baby & Poor Mummy & Daddy. Hope the hospital can provide an answer soon!
Hugs xx
Me too, thanks
I am so sorry you are back in the hospital. I am thinking of you and keeping fingers and toes crossed that your beautiful baby is back home and well soon. xxx
Thinking of you. x
gutted for you. Thinking of you and your beautiful little baby x
Jane – words seem so inadequate, but I am thinking of you and hope your baby is better soon. Lots of Love, Gail.
Thanks gail x x
You are more than brilliant lady!
I have my fingers crossed for BB and if I lived close to you, despite having never met you. I would be there with bells on to give you a hand today.
Big hugs to you. Xxx
Cheers ness x x
Really hope baby beautiful gets well soon and they find out what’s wrong with her. Thinking of you all x
All is crossed for you xxx
So sorry to read that BB is back in hospital, really hope they find the reason why soon. Also hope the party goes well, I’m sure no over excited 5 year old would even notice a bit of jam with their cheese. Thinking of you & your family x
Oh no. Thinking of you. Hope they work it out soon
Ohhhhh ((((Jane)))) Gosh I am so sorry to read this. I hope you get through the party and the twns have a fab time and they give you some answers about BB.
Mich x
Hi I’ve just started reading your blog. So sorry to hear of the trauma you’re all going through; you must feel so helpless.
If it helps AT ALL know that many children have seizures and grow out of it – I’m a case in point as I was in the same position as your little girl when I was a tot and I’m perfectly fine and healthy now.
I hope you get some answers soon, and that your lovely daughter is back home where she belongs with the family that love her so much.
I am so sorry to read this again. I hope that they manage to get to the bottom of things this time for both you and BB. I understand the need to be out of a hospital, but sometimes you just have to insist on staying until something is found. We did that with Mini and were so thankful in the end
Thinking of you x